Hello again, to the humble blog of nobody reads it.
The past few weeks have been really busy, just ended my exams like 3 days ago? on the 8th! really happy about it.
Have been spending my days effectively and efficiently and well it’s really tiring. Compared to normal days, it still feels the same though. need to catch up some sleep too. The past two years has passed by too fast, way too fast. look at me now. I am a year 3 student. haha.
This month February/January has been a challenging month, a new person came into my life and I’ve been fighting to forget you. It’s really hard to forget someone who has made such and impact in my life, such as making me hate the colour Yellow, or slight change of music into non-metal kind and change in preferences for food, like i dont like pasta and now i like, and my love for cooking e.g.
However, another girl came into my life. its really amazing on how she has impacted in such a short while. but i am still indecisive in thinking should i or should i not try to give this a shot? but for now. i think the answer is no, even though this is the best chance i’ve stumbled upon for months.
apart from this. I also realized that two of my closest friend in the poly clique is leaving me for 6 months in America. Wanling and Chang Teck. Chang teck is the man, even though he’s the man with the most bullshit and irritating piece of idiot i ever knew but he changed my life a lot too. in year 1 we weren’t that close, but rather in year 2 when we were in different classes. he made me motivated to run, to be a better sportsman but i always felt guilty whenever i club/drink/S and whatever it is that he made me to who i am. because he’s the one who ‘conditioned’ me a little and I am always destroying my body. He makes an effort to support my soccer passion, thus i make an effort to support his hockey/running passion, and even signed up for a marathon to prove myself. I believe we will be damn good friends for fucking long and i really thank god for meeting you in my life.
For Wanling, she is a nice girl whom i hardly talk to but i always know her for who she is. a sensitive, nice and really a girl next door, she might be scared and emotional being alone in the US, or at least with CT. I really hope she can learn a lot of things in america and come back to be a stronger girl, and she’s always there to help me, and I always try to be there to help her too.
Thus it kinda sadden me that they’re leaving in about a month’s time. really sad.
Okay i do not know what to talk more for this post so if there’s an idea i’ll just tumblr again.
Bye byeeeeee
